cerita kedai kopi!!!!

apa cerita hari ni......
hui kebuhshanan melanda diri.......hari ni i dah ditukarkan ke ward!!!!!!!!no more A&E.......boring sangat-sangat.....i more prefer A&E.......
but what can i do....i juz follow the rules.....i memang tak suka kerja dekat ward sebab itz quite bored rather than special area.....rasenye my heart dah stick kat A&E ni........macam mane ni.,..huhuhu...but than itz not so bad...juz ok2 je......tak la terok sangat pon.......n today i macam nak demam.....selsema dah start.....runny nose from afternoon lagi......n sore throat.......huarghhhhhhhh.....xsukenye demam....leceh la.......nanty sume keje i susah nak buat...tu yang boring tu...kepala i pon dah berdenyut-denyut ni.........i rase macam nak keluar n hav some fresh air.............i bosan lah terperap kat sini...... tak berkembang minda.......huhu....tapi sape yang nak bawak i keluar......takde sape yang sudi pon.......cedeynye saye!!!!!!!!!hurmmmmmm........jadi nak taknak i duduk je la kat hostel ni.......hish.......mushan taw.......huhuhu.......bile nak hari jumaat ni.......tak sabar sebab jumaat last day before CNY holiday!!!!!!!!!!!nak cuti..yeay!!!!!tu lah yang dinanti-nanti tu....seronoknye dapat dok uma..............huhu.......kalo vole xmo dok hostel......tapi sebab terpaksa...kalo tak i pon taknak dok cini....tak selesa............tapi paksa rela je la kan........nak buat macam mana..........tempuh la beberape bulan sementara nak tunggu i habis blaja ni.......hehehee...............sometimes i rase taknak habis blaja cepat-cepat sebab i rindu my fwenz n kitorang slalu boleh enjoy...............but on the other part i nak keje gak.....dah penat jadi student......50-50 la......kadang-kadang tengok diorang keje macam best....tapi tah la ek....wutever it is i dah nak grad soon...nak taknak kene keje gak....tapi i rase i still boleh survive.....huhhuu....dun worry...tabahkan hati.....kuatkan semangat...mesti i boleh!!!!!!!!!!
so dats all for today!!!!!plzzz doakan i xsaket...i xcuke selsema n demam...huhu.....ok then...c u later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

salam.............dah lame i tak menaip untuk DIS IS ME!!!!!!!....hehehehehe.....so the good news dat i wanna share is my lappy is bak.....dalam keadaan yang sht walafiat dan suci....huhuhuhu..........dat is great!!!!!.........

oleh kerana my lappy kembali ke keadaan yang sediakala setelah berehat untuk mendapatkan rawatan beberapa hari,so i pon kembali lah dgn my FB n also my BLOG...........

ape yang nak di'share'kan ......hurm......bout my practical..........
now i dah selamat sampai ke JB n mrmulakan practical i kat Puteri Specialist Hospital........
1st week im starting at A&E (a.k.a accident and emergency) again..........

so my feeling towards A&E,besh......great experiences dat i've ever had........lots of things dat i can learnt.......dat was so nice being there.........on the other words...i luv A&E PSH.......i dunno why it attacts me so much but what can i say is im lovin' it.......hehehehehe.........so wut else.........
hurmmmmm.....i sangat seronok bekerja kat A&E.......i jumpa semula dengan staff A&E yang besh2......n of course the MO yang enjoy when bekerja dgn diorang........n not to be forgotten all the consultants,,,,,,,,

i've learnt a lot there....sangat ok....eventhough sometimes u tend to do a mistakes but u can learn from it n ensure dat u wont do it again n again..........so dat is the process of learning dat u must passed through while u still a student to makes u to be a good staff soon.......

so wut else should i said when im enjoying doing my work......huhuhu.....n i planned to work as an A&E staff when im grad soon....hoping dat i can work there with an enjoyable environment so dat im comfortable being there.............

so actually macam-macam kejadian happened and im very happy with it........kelakar....funny...enjoyable......i rase macam i can suit there tapi i tak taulah apa opinion diaorang....i takot i ni xok je bg diaorang kan...kan.....

but wutever it is,thanx a lot....im very enjoyed...kalo boleh nak posted kat A&E je sampai habis posting....hahahahaha......

so to all of u, dats it for today n i'll continue later.......daaaa........................

what a bad day.......

sunday comes again.................
mcm biase la.....hari relax sedunia......
tapi ape yg x best nye, laptop i spoiled..........
bencinye........
i dengan penuh semangat bukak laptop....nak online and also siapkan assignment i pasal malaysian studies........
memule looks juz fine.........then i pon turn on.......ade password yang perlu dienter......i pon enter lah dengan yakin nye....of corselah kan...my laptop......then suddenly dia log off balik........
i enter lg password nak log on......then automatically log off balik..........
da lebih dari 10 kali wat & dia tetap mcm tu jugak.......bengang lah i........
i tanye kwn-kwn i n bukan semua tawu wut is exactly happened..............
memang tensen.........i nangis............
dah la xdpt online......assignment ade lg tersimpan.......belom siap sepenohnye lak tu..........hish.......
memang menguji kesabaran i...........
kebetulan pulak all my roommates keluar.......i tinggal sorang-sorang......pastu jadi lak camni......
mati kutu lah i.........nasib baek my fwen ni bagi pinjamkan laptop dia..........
kalau tak i tak tawu lah mcm mane..........
i takut nk inform my dad....nanti my dad marah.......walhal bende-bende camni kadang-kadang bukan kite nak....dia jadi sendiri..........tak pasal-pasal nanti i bertelagah dgn my dad.........tu yg i taknak tu.....
dah lah tinggal sorang-sorang je ni.....makan tak lagi.....kepala da saket da........assignment kene buat semula......nak gain info...typing.....laptop nak kene format balik.......mcm-mcm hal la........pastu next week kene hantar assignment......then ade presentation pulak......2 module pulak tu.........1.module ok lg sebab my group members yg present.....lagi 1 module i yang kene present........dah la agak tough.....
migrain i pon dah datang...........hish........memang unlucky betol bile jadi cmni.......
sabar je la....nak taknak i kene lah slow-slow buat balik assignment i........

kesabaran tu amat diperlukan disaat dan ketika ini............
dah la sorang sekarang ni......cedih betol.........tensen i.........

lonely + unlucky = ME..........................

di ketika dan waktu ini.......................

exam Malaysian studies baru habis tadi...........yeay......
alhamdulillah i dpt jwb sumenye.......
gumbira rase hati bila dapat jawab semua.....hehehehehe.....
tq 2 my lecturer en.zam yg besh.......
jasamu dikenang en.zam.........jom mancing....hahaha....i xkan lupe en.zam yg mmg suke fishing 2....huhuhu.....

on the other hand...........Johor sedang berkabung dgn kemangkatan Allahyarham Sultan Johor.......
Al-Fatihah........semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat........
so rakyat Johor sekarang ni tgh berkabung selama 7 hari dan kerabat-kerabat diraja Johor berkabung selama 40hari.....bendera negeri johor juga diturunkan separuh tiang..........
hmm......i pulak ada kat negeri 9.....jd i doakan untuk Allahyarham Sultan Johor dari jauh je.......
salam takziah pada semua kerabat-kerabat diraja Johor.........

hmm..........setakat ni...everything ran smoothly tanpa ada sebarang masalah......

ha.....!!!!!! ade 1 story yg i nak share........
sebenarnye,last nyte, uztaz-ustaz dari Darul Syifa' datang kat hostel i.......
setelah terjadi beberape kejadian, my college decided utk panggil uztaz2 ni utk perform sedikit prayer utk melindungi kami-kami penghuni hostel kat sini...........
i rase bersyukur sgt dgn ade nye ustaz2 ni utk dtg membantu..........
my fwenz n i rase memang patut pon hostel ni "dipagar" utk kebaikan semua......
kita semua hanya dapat berusaha n mintak pertolongan Allah.....
semoga kami semua dilindungi-Nya......Amin.......
rasa berterima kasih sgt-sgt pada semua kawan-kawan se'college' yg turut membantu......
i xdapat turut serta sebab ada masalah yg tak dapat dielakkan.....
byaselah hal perempuan ni....huhu........
kalo tak i pon nak ikot diorang jgk.........tp takpe lah......
bukan i sengaje x nak pon kan.......!!!!!!!!
then....mlm ni pon sesi "pemagaran" ada lg.......seelok-eloknye 3 hari berturut-turut.......
mlm ni 2nd nyte la..........
jd i hope that everything ran smoothly n juz fine..........
kalo boleh tak nak lah "kejadian-kejadian" yg same berulang lagi........
tapi mlm ni kami-kami buat sendiri tanpa ustaz-ustaz dari Darul Syifa'...........
after dapat tunjuk ajar from ustaz-ustaz tu semalam,i yakin we all dapat laksanakan for the next 2 nyte...including tonyte n tomorrow.....

jd.....dats all for now.....kalau ada apa-apa lg....i akan share k..........
Salam...........

hari - hari yg berlalu.....

hari ni baru je lepas skill exam...atau name sebenarnye OSCE..........
alhamdulillah la i dpt buat....
tapi ade 1 station 2 pasal medication....hurm...terkulat-kulat i kat situ......
stuck la jgk......
tetibe je otak freeze......hahahahahaha......
tp overall alhamdulillah......
i dpt buat.....bagi i pass is good enough....huhu....tu pon i da bersyukur sangat.......
hmm....while waiting others to complete their exam, i ber'blog' n ber'facebooking'.....huhuhu......
i harap sume classmate i lulus......
group 33...u can do it......muahx...hehehehe......

esok pulak menanti lagi satu exam....malaysian studies......ape lg...malam ni i kene pulun study lah jawabnye.....harap2 dgn ape lecturer i bg, i dapat jawab paper esok dgn jayenye......
then i nk kene siapkan assignment malaysian studies.....tambah dgn preparation presentation for next week......
pening jgk ek....otak i kene keje overtime ni....huhuhuhuhuhu......
kene sabar sikit.....dah tak lame lg i study.....moge2 semua berjalan dgn lancar......
ibu i pesan sabar sikit je...berkorban..utk mase depan i jgk......
ok ibu.......janna tak kan hampa kan ibu....janna akan buat ehabis baik n setakat mana yang janna mampu.....

lepas dah habis semua, i kene pergi practical pulak kat jb.....huhuhuhuhu.....hope everything ran smoothly......

so kalo ade lagi bende i nak cite,nanti i sambung k........daaaa

hati........

susah kan kite nak jangka apa yg jd dalam hati kite ni.....

mmg btol2 unpredictable......

i pelik sgt2........

feeling tu mmg dtg sendiri.....susah kan...... 

i x sangka yg i boleh trapped in this kind of situation.....

nak kate i benci, i xbole nak benci....

nak kate i suke.....i fikir jgk consequences  yg akn  tibe......

i takut bende yg xsepatotnye terjadi........ 

i xnak mcm tu.......nanti i sendiri yg susah......

i xnak terlalu berharap.......sebab i tau bila kita terlalu berharap,bile kite jatoh....rase dia sakit sgt......

i've ever experienced that......painfull yg teramat......

i nak cube elak from that happening again in my life......

hmmm.........what im supposed to do.......

tanpa i sangka2 dia datang dlm hidup i........

itu sume takdir Tuhan......

i terima dgn hati yg terbuka.....

cuma i kene pastikan i tak terlalu berharap n i dapat control hati dan perasaan i........

nak i luahkan??????????

itz impossible........

i xkan reveal it..........

hmm............susah ni.........huhuhuhu........

i tau i akan hampa bila i depending...........i takot 2 jd......i xnak.....

tolong lah.....

i harap sangat i akan dapat hadapi sume ni.......

Oh Tuhan.....aku hanyalah hanbaMu yg sangat lemah.....

tabahkan dan kuatkan la aku untuk menmpuh segalanya.........

so.........im juz hoping dat miracle happening....hehehe....

if thats happen,im the most happiest person.....

that will be the best moment in my life......=)

plz pray 4 my happiness........

im really hoping dat i can enjoyed n happy in my life.........

ngeee.........=P