hati........

susah kan kite nak jangka apa yg jd dalam hati kite ni.....

mmg btol2 unpredictable......

i pelik sgt2........

feeling tu mmg dtg sendiri.....susah kan...... 

i x sangka yg i boleh trapped in this kind of situation.....

nak kate i benci, i xbole nak benci....

nak kate i suke.....i fikir jgk consequences  yg akn  tibe......

i takut bende yg xsepatotnye terjadi........ 

i xnak mcm tu.......nanti i sendiri yg susah......

i xnak terlalu berharap.......sebab i tau bila kita terlalu berharap,bile kite jatoh....rase dia sakit sgt......

i've ever experienced that......painfull yg teramat......

i nak cube elak from that happening again in my life......

hmmm.........what im supposed to do.......

tanpa i sangka2 dia datang dlm hidup i........

itu sume takdir Tuhan......

i terima dgn hati yg terbuka.....

cuma i kene pastikan i tak terlalu berharap n i dapat control hati dan perasaan i........

nak i luahkan??????????

itz impossible........

i xkan reveal it..........

hmm............susah ni.........huhuhuhu........

i tau i akan hampa bila i depending...........i takot 2 jd......i xnak.....

tolong lah.....

i harap sangat i akan dapat hadapi sume ni.......

Oh Tuhan.....aku hanyalah hanbaMu yg sangat lemah.....

tabahkan dan kuatkan la aku untuk menmpuh segalanya.........

so.........im juz hoping dat miracle happening....hehehe....

if thats happen,im the most happiest person.....

that will be the best moment in my life......=)

plz pray 4 my happiness........

im really hoping dat i can enjoyed n happy in my life.........

ngeee.........=P